God is happy when you knock for he has opened the door that you may come in.
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light; Matt 11:28-30.
Poverty is an anomaly to rich people. It is very difficult to make out why people who want dinner do not ring the bell (Walter Bagehot). Are you happy when beggars knock?
Come in just as you are.